Poem #93: Direction
#94 of Poetry
Poem I wrote when I was indecisive about where I wanted to go forward with in my life.
The beating in me can't decide What it wants in life
To go in the direction of the distant past Where love was only felt on one side Not more of moving forward But of what could have been
To go in the direction of the first Missing him more than I should Cannot help but love him still
To go in the direction of rejection No hope for me there But the heart yearns anyway
To go in the direction of possibility What could happen between us? A good friend, of course A potential lover, maybe But still...
To go in the direction of the taken Waiting is a tough game Waiting across the distance even tougher However, knowing his worth The potential can't be ignored
What to do, the question remains How my heart and head spin.
~bhscorch1313