How To Love Me
#4 of Lyrics and writings.
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To love me you must not care
For the small cuts and nicks
In the paintwork
To love me you must decide
To ignore the many bladed knives
That engrave their disorders into my brain
To love me you must find
There is more to meets the eye
But only the brave ever want to go deeper
To love me you must know
That no matter where you go
I will follow close behind
Because no matter how cold I am
No matter how awful I seem
Deep down in my burned out heart
I love you back
Would you love me with all my pain
And my almost broken brain?
Would you love me if you were
The only reason I'm still sane?
Would you love me if it meant
Living 3000 miles away?
Would you love me if it meant
Enduring some of my pain?
And if I take it out on you
I never ever meant too
Yet I'll still feel the shame
Because there's nothing else to blame
And if I stop loving you
I never ever meant too
Yet I'll still feel the shame
Because there's nothing else to blame.