Problems of a Distraught Cub - Intro p.4
#4 of Problems of a Distraught Cub
"Yo Kayleb, you coming in or what? We've gotta get started. Take a few hits of this, and drink this. You'll feel really good soon and you'll be more willing to do this god damn film. You have to do it quick too, or I'll know you'll puss out," the snow leopard cub said as he passed a lit bong and a ¾ drunken bottle of vodka mixed with some sort of soda.
I sighed and took both things. The smoke from the bong burnt deep in my lungs and the vodka warmed my stomach. I only realized then how cold it was outside and inside here as well. The pot quickly traced my bloodstreams to my brain and made my mind fuzzy, my spatial reference distanced, and my steps to feel heavier than normal. The vodka tasted bitter and strong. It took longer to affect my mind, but it did all the same to warp my young brain and warp my ability to cognitively think about my decisions and have good judgment at the same time.
Twenty minutes later I was drunk and high, almost completely naked in front of the camera that Jason had stolen from the electronic store down the road with a fellow friend of mine. He was almost a year older than my ten year old scrawny self. His name was Canton and he was a wolf cub. Cute and fit. He got my pants tight. I mean he would if I was actually wearing pants, and not just in my underwear. Anyway, we were both nearly stripped naked and I was throbbing hard. These cubs practically lived here in this weatherworn and decrepit building. So in order to make any sort of wages, they made pornographic films with each other and sold copies of it to pervs who are into that kind of thing. In order for me to take my place here, I had to be in them too. Since I was obviously too afraid to do it sober since it was now my turn, and the first time for me, they gave me some...
'Inspiration.'
I had gotten to know these new friends of mine over the last few weeks, after I had run away from that old hag. She was too senile to really notice anyway, plus I don't really think she'd care that I ran away in the first place. Maybe she did since she didn't have anyone to treat as a slave now. They brought me in, gave me food and shelter when I didn't have any, and made me feel like I was a member in their odd little family of stray cubs, with an older gentleman who 'maintained' the building and paid the bills us cubs had to pay the majority or whole of, which brought me to the point of having to make this film or be back on the street. "Come on Kayleb, get in there and do what we told you to do! Be our good little fox!"
That night was the first time I had ever done anything sexual with someone else. I had known about playing with myself and pawing off while imagining doing things with someone else, but never actually the real thing. It hurt and hurt then gave way to pleasure near the end. Overall it was a pretty weird experience. I sucked and got fucked, and I never really got to stick mine anywhere except when Canton sucked me off at the end. It was great having Canton's wolf member in me, knot inflated and filling me up with his seed as he sucked me dry.