Dreamless Sleep
Years ago, before I started writing stories, before I had ever heard of sofurry, I tried writing poetry. This is one of my poems I am very proud of. It won me a price, meaning others appreciated it, but more important, it gave me an outlet for my feelings. I wrote this for my best friend and I hope that where ever she is, she will be at peace.
I am laying in my bed,
when I start to cry.
At a time when I feel so sad,
I wish I would just die.
Thinking of how my life has been,
surviving in a world of pain.
Where I never wanted to be seen,
trying not to go insane.
But now something has snapped,
And there is something in the way about,
feeling so alone and trapped,
that I see no other way out.
So I take a lot of pills,
Drink a lot of alcohol.
And as my eyes with water fills
In a deep darkness I fall.
Forever...