why?
I nearly died today, and all I can do is wonder why,
as i slammed into the truck I realized there is nothing and no one waiting for me.
There will be no sad faces as a funeral, I'm just another in marked grave waiting to happen.
As I limped away I wondered where it all went wrong.
Where did my friends and family go? And when did I become so alone.
now I wonder what punishment I must have earned to still be living.
All that comes to mind is "the good die young".
I wipe my tears away as I take the bus home, there is no one for me to call.
No one to care for me as I lean back and cover my eyes wondering "why"
I don't think I can do this anymore, this world has finally broken me.
As I grab the rope and chair, I realize I have to correct the mistake.
I wonder how long it will take to find my hollow shell.
I don't think it will be quick so there is no point in a note.
I just need to sleep. . .