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Here you go guys Chapter 4 :D i loved writing this chapter and i hope you guys love reading it. If you have any ways i can improve on my writing just leave a comment. so with out further a do....

Chapter 4 of: Not Your Average School Year

It was your average Saturday morning, kids watching T.V., mothers making breakfast and the sun shining through the blinds of a depressed wolfs room. He hadn't left his room since the day before. He kept recalling what happened with the cute fox that he cared for dearly. He didn't want to lose Jamey and didn't want to kiss him without actually verifying the fox's sexuality beforehand, but all he wanted to do was kiss Jamey, he just couldn't control himself that night. Now though that night turned into a tragedy, something Scott never wanted to happen. He could still see the fox running away from the car with a distraught look on his face and rivers of tears coming down. It was the worst feeling seeing the fox run off that way. He hadn't heard from Jamey, figuring that he wouldn't hear from him for a long time. The fox would probably be avoiding him, not even being able to look at Scott. All these scenarios made the wolf feel even worse. He still couldn't get Jamey off his mind all he was hoping for was that he could still be friends with the fox, but he still wanted more then that, much more, he wanted to be in a relationship with Jamey.

On the other side of town there was a fox going through the same situation. Jamey cried all night. His mother kept wondering what happened to her once happy fox. She was extremely far from what the truth was, thinking that he failed a test or something of the sort. She didn't want to impose herself on her son, but Jamey's current state kept effecting her in a harsh way, she's never see her son that bad.

Jamey knew he only had 2 days till he saw the lupine that caused all these problems for the fox. All he wanted to do was avoid Scott, he knew that if he pursued Scott it would bring more problems for himself. He didn't want to see or even think about Scott, at that moment Scott didn't even exist to him. He was trying the best he could to not even think about the gorgeous wolf and to just get himself into a better state of mind. He kept thinking he was straight and that what happened was because of Scott. Jamey kept denying that he kissed Scott back, but in the back of mind he knew what really happened

Monday came around and Jamey knew it was going to be a really rough day especially in home room. He planned to not even look at Scott and that's exactly what he did. 7:20 rolled around and Jamey walked into class and there he was the most beautiful wolf you'd ever see, but he looked different. He had this diminished look to him. He wasn't wearing his usual attire, polos and skinny jeans with his fur nicely brushed, he was wearing a baggy T-Shirt with sweat pants. The wolf looked like he hasn't gotten out of bed in a few days and looking as if there was something wrong, something that deeply hurt him. Jamey walked into home room without even acknowledging the wolf, if he wanted to forget about the wolf he had to avoid him at all costs.

During the whole day he didn't even talk or acknowledge the wolfs presence. Scott was quiet the whole day. Not talking to his friends not participating in class, nothing, all that was present in class was his body but his mind was in another world doing something completely different then what was in front of him.

After school Jamey didn't even see Scott it was like he wasn't in school the whole day; like the wolf had never existed.

Jamey had to go past the parking to get to his bus and that's where he noticed something very shocking. It took him back a bit. What he saw was the big, manly wolf in his car crying, not crocodile tears, but full on crying, rivers of tears coming out of his eyes, it was like someone broke a dam and let all the water out. Jamey couldn't believe what he saw.

"Could he really be that upset?" Jamey kept walking still watching the wolf in his car.

Jamey stopped walking before the wolf was out of sight "maybe I should talk to him, clear things up"

Jamey was hesitant, but he just couldn't see the wolf in such a terrible state of despair. Jamey slowly walked towards the blue convertible still wondering what exactly what he was going to say or if he should even talk to Scott at all. When Jamey was 15 feet from the car the wolf looked up there eyes locked. Jamey could see the wolfs beautiful blue eyes. They were still as beautiful as the first time they locked eyes. Jamey could look into those eyes forever. They were so innocent, you could get lost in them.

They locked eyes for 10 seconds, it was like the world had stopped at that moment. After there little moment Jamey continued to approach the wolf but what happened next surprised the fox.

As he was just about to knock on the window Scott peels out of the Parking lot like he was driving a NASCAR car pulling out of the pit stop. Jamey just stood there astonished. Once he realized what happened all he could see of the car were the taillights going farther and farther away till the car was out of view.

Jamey was astonished "why would he do that?"

Jamey was kind of glad he didn't have to talk to Scott but still had that feeling in the back of his head that he really wanted to see him and talk to him.

A week went by without the fox and the wolf talking to each other. When one would see the other they'd start walking the other way. Jamey couldn't keep going with this idiotic game. One of the two had to be the bigger man and actually deal with this problem because they couldn't keep going like this for the next 2 years. Jamey for some reason kept getting the urge to see and be with the wolf but he knew he couldn't act on those urges.

On Friday Jamey went to school like every other day but he couldn't get this feeling off that something was off. Midday Jamey noticed what the problem was, Scott wasn't at school that day. Jamey kept wondering why he wasn't present, he wasn't one to miss a day of school, especially on the day of a very important test for history. Jamey really wanted to text the wonderful lupine but he knew he shouldn't. The fox really wanted to just delete the wolfs number and completely forget about him, but he couldn't do it.

Before the day ended Jamey got a text in the middle of class

*beep-beep*

"that's weird I never get a text during school I wonder who it is"

When Jamey saw the name above the text he had to do a double-take, it was the last person he thought would text him, Scott.

*Scott: I need to see you immediately after school, I need to talk to you*

Jamey didn't know if he should talk to him or not. He didn't want more problems with the wolf but he knew he had to lay everything to rest.

*Jamey: Alright I'll meet you in the front after school* he didn't get a response

The rest of the day went by in a blur. Jamey couldn't focus anymore wondering, thinking about what was going to happen with the wolf. If everything was going to be fixed or if everything was just going to go to shit. Jamey actually hoped that everything would go good, he couldn't stand losing a friend. He always wanted to be on good terms with everyone. Jamey's never had a bad relationship with anyone and he didn't want to start now.

At the end of school he went out to the front hoping to see the wolf but all he saw was his car. He was hesitant to approach the car again but he knew he had to. He walked up to the car and Scott rolled down the window.

"Get in" and he rolled up the window again.

He didn't know if he should get in or just tell the wolf to get out and talk outside of the car, but Jamey just gave in and got in the passenger seat. He closed the door and immediately looked at the wolf who had a disheveled look to him. He could barely recognize the gorgeous wolf, that still engulfed his dreams.

"Buckle up" said Scott in a raspy tone of voice

"Scott I think we sh..." Jamey was interrupted.

"I said buckle up"

Jamey did as he was told and then they were off to god knows where. Jamey was a little frightened by the wolf and worried he might do something crazy.

5 minutes went by without a single word till they arrived at a park on the other side of town. It was a very nice looking area. The grass kept nice and tidy, people walking around going about there business, little kids on the playground having the time of there lives.

"should we get out?"Jamey said wondering if they should get out or just stay in the car

"No, I want to talk to you in hear......... I want to apologize for that night, I didn't know what I was thinking, but Jamey I want you to know something. I'm gay. The first movement I saw you I knew I had to have you. You were so cute, it was unbelievable. I'm sorry I kissed you, I shouldn't have. I didn't know that you weren't like me. My emotions got the best of me and not being able to talk to you this week just killed me. I needed to pick myself up and I didn't know how to do that without speaking with you"

The wolf looked at him with a sad face,a lone tear going down it. The wolf looked like he could just lose it at any moment.

"To be honest with you I had, well still have a crush on you. You have the most beautiful eyes, the hottest lips, and the cutest ears. I have never felt anything like that with anyone else. You are always on my mind and I was just astonished, scared, terrified when you kissed me. I didn't know what to do. I don't know what I am. My life is so messed up right now, it's just a giant mess, but one thing is you don't have to be sorry for that kiss"

"I do ha...." what happened next surprised the wolf more then the fox sitting next to him.

Jamey jumped over the seat and kissed the wolf, who's eyes looked like they were going to pop out at the shear thought of what was happening.

Jamey knew what he was doing felt right. It was the best feeling he had ever felt, fire work were going off at that moment. Jamey finally knew he didn't want to be away from the wolf. He wanted to be with him. He didn't care what he was, straight, gay, bi,whatever he was all he knew was that he wanted to be with the wonderful wolf that he accidentally hurt. Jamey knew he didn't want to break the wolf heart ever again. All he wanted was Scott's happiness, and Happiness for Jamey was being with the wolf.

They kissed passionately in the car. They just let themselves go and go in the heat of the moment. The fox sitting on the wolfs lap holding him close, they were inseparable. There muzzles together, there lips touching one another's,there bodies, parallel to each other. Jamey was in a pure state of ecstasy. Feeling Scotts tongue playing with his was the best thing ever. He knew he could never get enough of this. Mercedes never made him feel like this. He knew that where he belonged was with Scott.

More than an hour went by with the two having made out the whole. They stopped for a second and Jamey realized it had gotten dark, he should've been home already but he knew that, being with the wolf was more important.

They both looked at each other, there eyes looking into one another's, Jamey could never get enough of those gorgeous eyes.

"I don't know what I am right now but all I want to be is with you" said Jamey giving Scott a light kiss.

"do you really mean it?"

"yes I do mean it. I can't stand being away with you. I want to be you boyfriend Scott, that all I really want in this world"

Scott began crying, but they weren't tears of sadness, it was the rush of happiness that Scott had from hearing the beautiful fox say that. It was like a dream come true for the lupine.

"and I want to be yours as well, I don't want to spend another day apart from you"

And at that they let the world go by them, not caring what'll happen from getting home late. All they knew was that this is where they had to be, together, in each others embrace.