My ending
#2 of Poetry
Another one of my poems, I had decided to write.. See if you can guess the feelings behind this.
I stand at the very edge today
Wondering if I shall ever fade
The tattered skirting, flows with the wind
Holding me back.. from my treacherous end
The cold stone, beneath my feet...
Keep them blood covered, and sore...
Barbed Wire, wrap around my legs...
My pleading cries, wake me up from my death bed
No one else... hears my begs and pleads for help..
I begin to fade, without a sign..
The memory that you had of me.. distorted because of a few lies
You had no idea of how it would torture me so..
You say that you loved me...
And I say that I loved you too..
But, when you believe, such a false judgement..
Does that mean that I had already began to wither away
The knife that you once so called, pulled out..
You drove it in deeper without a care of when and how
The tears I now cry
Make my eyes dead and dry
My heart now hollow from the inside out
Would you ever care, if I disappeared from this drought?
Memories shall fade..
As time shall pause..
My loving feelings for you.. Shall never end..
The image I hold of you, now drenched in blood
If you would look and see, the patterns of my cuts
None related to you
However, you opened me up
Stepped inside
Never gave a 'What for' on how I might die
You pleasure yourself, to my aching screams
My eyes filled with fear, and just plain agony
Is this what you wanted?
My oso great pain to me called yours?
Or for my screams, to fill your doors..
My blood tracing.. Back to my treacherous end
You were never the one to hold me in
The wind, and my freedom.. For which I live for...
I would rather die if I fell in love once more
My heart shatters, and my bones break
But my mind, is still awake..
And you shall suffer three times fold
Karma is a bitch, don't you know?
I will pray that you won't suffer like I did
But , Part of me wants you to understand what it is
What it is to love and care
But then again, you can rot in your despair
I'd never give a second thought to if it was fair
I just know that I'm done with this last and final dare
You no longer have my care
So suck it up you so called man, and beware.