Falling
I fucking hate the summer :
Haveing time to think about life sucks
Falling
This rush
This speed
What is this?
Am I falling?
All the way down into the depths?
The darkness is here
It always is
I am sinking
Slowly
Watching myself fail
What do you think?
I try
You don't seem to notice
That's fine
I don't want to trouble you
But you talk like you care
Why?
My mask is hard
But your eyes melt it
It is warm
But now I am cold
I can't speak
I can't tell you
I wish I could
But you would laugh
Like you always do
A joke
Nothing more
Poking fun
Harmless
You are online
Mouse is over your name
That same rush
Falling deep
Ping
It's you
"Hey"
"Hey"
You want to go out?
"You want to play a game?"
What do I say?
"ya sure, give me a sec"
Close
But so far
I never see you
Or
Less then I want too
It is never us
It is Me and you and everyone else
So much ...
So little...
Words
I hate them
They can mean so much
And at the same time so little
You will never see this
And if you do
You won't know it's me
So I fall
I embrace it
It is bitter sweet
You will live on
And so will I
I will take this feeling
And push up
Until I fly
Fly with you
Even if I'm not on the same cloud
I'll be up
I'll be high
I'll be close to you
But for now I'll let go
And fall
I know you are in love
Just
Not with me
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