Falling

Story by Noath on SoFurry

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I fucking hate the summer :

Haveing time to think about life sucks


Falling

This rush

This speed

What is this?

Am I falling?

All the way down into the depths?

The darkness is here

It always is

I am sinking

Slowly

Watching myself fail

What do you think?

I try

You don't seem to notice

That's fine

I don't want to trouble you

But you talk like you care

Why?

My mask is hard

But your eyes melt it

It is warm

But now I am cold

I can't speak

I can't tell you

I wish I could

But you would laugh

Like you always do

A joke

Nothing more

Poking fun

Harmless

You are online

Mouse is over your name

That same rush

Falling deep

Ping

It's you

"Hey"

"Hey"

You want to go out?

"You want to play a game?"

What do I say?

"ya sure, give me a sec"

Close

But so far

I never see you

Or

Less then I want too

It is never us

It is Me and you and everyone else

So much ...

So little...

Words

I hate them

They can mean so much

And at the same time so little

You will never see this

And if you do

You won't know it's me

So I fall

I embrace it

It is bitter sweet

You will live on

And so will I

I will take this feeling

And push up

Until I fly

Fly with you

Even if I'm not on the same cloud

I'll be up

I'll be high

I'll be close to you

But for now I'll let go

And fall

I know you are in love

Just

Not with me

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