A Mans Goal
I like most people have this goal in mind.
When the day meets its end and I find myself lying in bed thinking of the barbarity the world has brought upon me during the day. I put away all calculated thoughts and think to whoever may be listening.
I may wish for my family's happiness or for success in school but one thing never seems to change. Each night I wish for what others may take for granted. I wish to find someone with which I can truly experience love. Each night I wish to find the one who is filled with the same passion as I. I long for a girl who strives to find happiness and truth in herself and all others, a girl who will feel comfort within my embrace. I dream as if each touch from her brings the warmth of the sun to me after waking from a cold night. I wish to find myself in a place where all worldly problems are forgotten. And in the end of my thoughts I stare into her eyes and embrace her as we kiss. Free from the world of consequence to do whatever we please, as long as we see fit.
When I awake, I do not find her lying beside me. Filled with emotion I stare at the spot where she should lay. Were anger should be only assurance is found for I know that after the long day is over and all work is done I will return to searching for her and I know that someday I will find her. No thought is directed to any god or creator. If it is meant to for anybody, it is I to reassure myself of a better night and to allow me to dream of a better day. For after each waking moment I find myself another day closer to finding the one person that all of us desire.