Lost and Confused
Another poem, after going through 2 more relationships way back when, just me transcribing my thoughts onto paper shrugs
Lost And Confused
My heart, broken once again
By the unfaithfulness of one
And the priority of another
And yet, it still searches on
Broken and limp
My heart searches on
Indecisive and untrusting
From the pain it knows
Always wondering
"Will I find the one
So faithful
So caring
And trustworthy
The one to make sure
My heart never again
To be broken"
I long for the love
And the sincerity
The devotion
Just as I would give
Am I doomed to not find such?
Do I live life alone
Cold hearted and bitter
Closed off to the world
Or do I keep myself open
And susceptible to heartbreak
In all hopes of finding the one
~Setsuna Kashii
9/20/06