Sorrow
Sorrow
Buried deep inside
My feelings I tried to hide
Of being found out I was scared
But soon I no longer cared
The drugs coursing through my veins wiped out all of the shame
And only you are to blame
Your Anger and Hatred
Never abated
Scared I ran for my room
And slowly I begin to wish for my doom
My world became a blur
And when I crashed I'm not sure
My body I abused
And defeat I refused
That fateful night
That horrible fight
Now time has past
And it goes by so fast
I am forever haunted by that sight
As I lie awake at night
My secret is now out in the open
And yet I find myself still moopin
My true self you never did know
Before you had to go
Over my computer you do sit
And only now can I talk to you about this shit
All those times we had fun
Make me proud to be your son
Only those good memories I wish to remember
And the others I attempt to dismember
As I sit here I wish I could die
As from the pain I begin to cry