Painful Reminisce
Painful Reminisce
Reminiscence of the essence I feel Knowing these deepened wounds wont heal
And sorrow turns into an un-caged fright Fore I'm truly scared for every night
And sin goes upon this aching sin As I go through a struggle I cannot win
I scream, I shout, I even cry Always thinking, and wondering why
This agonizing pain wont leave I feel that I must always grieve
And I hate to always think these thoughts That one day I just, might get shot
So I go to bed alone that night And close my eyes for an unbearable sight
With the thoughts of me just being dead Are the only things that put me to bed
And now I simply go to rest Telling my self I must protest!
These urges that I surely feel Because now Ive learned on how to deal