To love a Succubus 6
#6 of To Love a Succubus
~This is an adult story you must be 18 (21 in some really dull places) or older to view. If some how you found this by mistake close it now.(pfft yea that will happen) KC, [email protected] (Note: This story takes place after The Succumouse story ends if you have not read that go Back! None of this will make much sense and you will be missing out on my cleverly laid jokes, Also unlike that story series this one is in the prospective of Nara not Eliana.~
* So this one is clean, I know 6 moths no posts and I come back with a clean emotional chapter, for shame Kirsten, I promise number 7 will have some fun in it and it wil not take me 6 moths to finish *
To love a Succubus 6 (The great divide)
NORMAL! Well as normal as I get anyway, feels strange to be myself again. Its hard to explain, its almost like losing a limb or and eye I guess. Before I could walk through shadows, lift huge heavy dumpsters, hell fly. Now I can't, normal, an immortal Tigox, like thats normal. Elianas been buzzing all around the house, I'm not sure what she is doing. Something about preparing for trans-dimensional travel from this reality to dreams.... And thats when my head started to hurt and I came back up here.
I have this sicking feeling this "tip" of hers is going to be a huge pain in the.....
"Nara?" Eliana's voice floats up the stairs
And this is my life, wifeish thing to a gender bending succubus goddess, stuck in between a battle with the legions of hell and on high. God really? I don't even know how to think about such pure crazy, I mean just a few days ago Lucifer himself was about to rip me in half, and now she is going to drag me off to some kingdom of Nod...how did I get my self into this nightmare! And why do I still love the crazy bitch.
"Nara!?" Eliana's voice yells yup the stairs
Maybe if I just tell her I don't want to go, she will make me go I know it...what do I do? Can't talk to Markus, Millie is still freaked out form Eliana's first "feeding" God come on I'm actually thinking about having a intelligent conversation with Carmel.
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I found myself standing in a round room the floor was smooth and warm on my paws which surprised me. My shoes were gone along with the rest of my cloths. At first I thought my eyes were adjusting to the light that was blindingly white, but I soon realized the walls themselves were dimming. A bright Wight light snapped on illuminating a desk in the center of the room at it sat a small figure of the most cute little mouse you could Imagen.
"Hay Nara, I suppose this is a bit strange, what with me being dead an all...aww I said the same thing the last time they sent me...man I'm lame!"
A little in shock and trying to maintain some sens of modesty as I sat on the floor across from some mouse guy who seemed to know me was miserable and embarrassing. I'd like to think I handled my self well.
"Who the hell are you! Do you have any idea who...."He held up a picture with him Eliana hugging and laughing in one of them dollar photo kiosk.
"Sorry, kinda forgot we didn't really talk much back when I was alive. My names Luis, I was Eliana's familiar before you. You asked a few times for help and well since no one up there can actually talk to you they sent me, you know the whole half damed thing."
He floated up from behind the desk and seated himself on the edge looking down at me. He seemed to be waiting for something, maybe waiting on me.
"This is one of them worlds with in are heads isn't it..."
"Yep" he quipped
"And your telling me I'm what supposed to spill my guts to some guy I don't actually know who happens to have banged my soul mate, and thats supposed to put me at ease or something, really? My life is this crazy I swear!" forgetting modesty I tossed my hands over head losing balance and falling backwards as I was still siting on the floor.
"I can see how that could be wired, but you know a relationship with her rarely involves some one else on top." he giggled slightly.
"Fine, So your a girly boy angle mouse great, alright then tell me, what am I supposed to do? Help me over come the suck that is my life and see the shining goodness in all things because at the moment im not seeing it, in fact the world seems even worse then it did back when..."
"God your just like she was! Everything is your problems, your problems. You would think after the lesson she dumped on you, it would have seeped into that head of yours. It dose not matter as long as your happy right nothing else matters, such a self centered bitch!"
I just stared at him, this tiny mouse smaller then Eliana who just scolded me like a child, albeit in a less then angelic way. It be nice to say that I got it, it be nice to say that this opened my eyes...but
"O sure the angle who lives in paradise wants to tell me my life isn't a suck whole. Its not fair, I'v already had enough bad times for hundred life times, and your saying my problem aren't worth being angry about I have to spend eternity like this!"
"Life is not fair, I never even got to see my twenties, or my own graduation. I Loved Eliana before you even would look at her and she held me in her arms and killed me! Paradise is such a joke, you get to live forever you get to watch the world change, you can go wherever you want to can talk to whoever, me this is it...this room this is heaven I can make what ever I want turn it in to rainforest's an amusement park, anything I want but its not real, I can go back to earth like Jaden did and forget everything I ever was, start over but I CAN'T! Most people don't stay in heaven long but some find it a prison they don't wish to leave. The point is to live, you get to do that forever as you. So your problems...now get out."
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"Nara!!!" Elianas voice now slightly angered, yells up the stairs.
Weirded out I decided to do my up most to keep what had happened out of my head so Eliana would not just read it out of me and then make the odd situation odder. I dot know why but the whole plan seemed like a massive shot in the dark, that might just make things worse for us. And there there is what Luis said...I don't know I think...if I was in his place...I would go back, and forget all this insanity, could he actually love her more then I do...and today seemed like a good day.
I headed down stairs with a heavy hart my mind was busying itself second guessing every felling I had and debating what was real and what was just an illusion. Millie, Carmel and Markus were all in the kitchen discussing there plans for tonight dinner while Eliana glared at me from the bottom of the steps. Its funny as I walked down I could not help but think to my self what new hell am I descending into...
"There you are, we have to go over some things before we set off, Nod is not like this plane and there are rules that must be followed with out fail." Her voice was calm and collected almost emotion less, as if the yelling for me just a moment before had never happened, she did this all the time the high and mighty superiority act pissed me off and it was starting to burn it self into her personality
"Must you do that?"I spat in response
"I am merely trying to maintain control over my actions suppressing emotional responses is the easiest way for me to do that and..." I cut off her calm and long winded explanation..
"Why the hell do you even bother doing that around me, Here is an idea how about before we go off on some crazy half cocked adventure that will likely end with more insanity being shoveled on are live we sit are asses down and...and..."I just collapsed into a tears, the emotional wight that had built up over the last month or so just broke the dame and I dropped. "I just can't take this any more!"
I cried like I had not cried in years, at one point I thought id pass out from not breathing, my chest was on fire my eyes burned and my throat felt like it was in a vice, I lost track of how long I was a blubbering mass, when I started to calm down I realized I was siting on the bottom step. Eliana holding my head to her chest, she ran her hand through my fur, I caught a glimpse of her face for just a moment she looked so tired an overwhelming depression seemed to seep from her very soul.
"I'm so sorry Nara, I forget sometimes. I keep so much of my self locked up inside I can't feel half of what you do, I hadn't realized how much it was hurting you, If we do this I swear you want have to deal with that cold me anymore. We have to do this, things will get better I give you my word Nara. We will not live like this forever, I will be better I will find a way to make you love me again..." She was gone just gone the world seemed empty the voices of all the others who had come put of the kitchen seemed so far away, and I cried all the harder.