Hello again...
Rambling reasoning - 77. -
Hello again...
back in this dusty chair, in this room with no door, strong walls, & one high window
Not certain if light is shining through from outside, or just a lights soft glow
It's hopeful, but I'd much rather simply know
The room smells of a past long forgotten
The floor bends, but won't break, the boards almost certainly rotten
The feeling is one of unwanted recollections
Such fuzzy feeling is surely filled with unnecessary reflections
The chair always seems to be giving way
Any time now, any day
Here, I'm certain, I don't want to stay
Yet, here I find myself once more
From a simple blink too long, not plainly left here unsure
Doubt seems to find me when the races pause in mind
In what's to be dug up here,I'm not sure what's left to find
Puzzls missing pieces are hard to peacefully complete
The walls seem to sway slightly, they must be breakable, but at such a thought, turn concrete
Something is waiting outside, of what, I'm still uncertain
The door left metaphoric, my mind seems hesitant to raise that curtain
I lack in push, to finally lay to rest, what seems to haunt me so
To that closure, I don't want it, at least I think, down that path, i'm not ready to go
"For now, I simply wait, in this room, this tomb, hope held above, in what I think I see, in what might be...
Hopeful one day, that "maybe" will set my mind free..."
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