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Before me see a well cold and solid

I try to escape it but still it beckons

before it I stand prostrate and rejected

but in its col dark depths I see my life reflected

no mortal sin could bear the pain

of events in my life dejected again and again

I wish to break the cycle of dreams rejected

but in my mind a small light reflected

pain and pain again

but yet I solder on my friend

senselessly repeated

I but wish them all deleted

Atonement deep down inside

without a shade to hide it

am I good or bad an endless discussion to be had

these words I rite out of drink

but it gives me pause to think

do the words of my heart really matter

or are the words from my heart just chatter

I am shouting loudly in your ear

but it seams that its just words you hear

my mind locked in this endless cage of almost perfect rage

so I'm cast out and washed out

dose that mean you don't care about that certain thing that I hold dear

Exactly how I feel

wasted used and abused all I hear is your excuse

you take until everything is used

and leave nothing for me

for me

for me

so hallow so empty

I feel as if I am sinking

deeper down into this well

deeper down into my own hell

this all consuming fear

pulls me in my dear

honesty reflected

out of life is this what I expected?