A New Life in a New Body: The Next Few Weeks
#18 of NLNB
A New Life in a New Body
The Next Few Weeks
I feel great today. Everything is going good. I have never felt this good since I was in a relationship with Sherri, over 5 years ago. It fantastic, the world was turning a new leaf. Lisa was more beautiful than I could have imagined Sherri.
Sherri and Chris were dating now. That makes me happy to her enjoying herself. She had a hard time after losing me. I just feel bad that I had to put her though 5 years of not knowing if I was alive. I still loved her but as a sister.
Chris was doing better he was coming out of his shell. He was being a bit nicer to everyone. If he hurt her though, I would destroy him mentally. I knew it was he who hit me in the car that night. I have never told anyone anything. It was my closest kept secret.
Lisa had calmed down just a bit she still hated Sherri. She could control her feelings better now. I thought she would have killed Sherri in the earlier weeks. They were also talking to each other by themselves. I keep thinking one of them is going to show up covered in the others blood.
"So how are you doing," Sherri asked
"Not too bad," Lisa replied.
"Great," Chris replied.
"Terrific," I replied.
"So when's the wedding," Sherri asked.
"Next month," I replied.
"Any idea who, the best man will be," Chris asked.
"Well I was planning on asking you to do that," I said.
"What me. Are you sure," Chris asked.
"Positive," I said.
"Can I think it over," he asked.
"Sure don't feel obligated," I said sincerely.
Well that covered that part so let's just hope that I can keep my secret...
He was more removed. Is he freaking out about how we are getting married? Is he even capable of that kind of fear? I love him I hope he isn't having second thoughts. I would truly be depressed about that.
He said he got this way when he was on missions. He didn't say what kind but it seems kind of obvious. Well it is all planed we are going to have it outside at sunset. The whole planet watching us, is just so romantic. He said it was too.
He loved the idea he seem to take everything from a tactical point in his life. So he won't get tied down with all of the problems when they come. I just hope our first time is everything I hope it is everything they say.
"You worried about something," Mike asked.
"No," I lied.
"Well you seem kinda withdrawn," Mike said.
"Its nothing," I said.
"Look if you ever need to talk about anything I'm right here,"
"I know," I replied.
I loved how he always seemed to pick up on my feelings. He is always so perceptive, no matter the situation he always can pick up on anything.