My Destiny: The Worries of my Life
My Destiny
The Worries of my Life
Several hours after the discovery, the wedding was to begin very soon. Haku was still very upset over is mother's death. Fanca felt sorry for him because she too had a very close connection to his mother. His mother was to be buried later that day after they had a proper wedding taking place at sunset that night.
I went to the river to wash the blood off my armor in the river. On his way there, I had seen many warriors were suffered multiple found. The warriors were all in shambles after this small skirmish that had claimed multiple lives on both sides. I thought to him project "Is this is what war is all about? For if it is, I hope this war is not any longer lasting war in which many more lives will be claimed needlessly, without cause, ever again so early in his life."
It is at this point that I realized that war is never be glorified. I found myself wishing that I had never had taken the trials. But alas, I cannot take something back that already happened, and this was to be my fate. I must learn to accept this fate, for this was always going to be. This is what I was destined to be since I was born.
"How is going Haku," the emperor asked.
"It's not going to well," I replied.
"I can see it in your eyes, every warrior after the first fight," the emperor said understandingly.
"What do you mean," I asked inquisitively.
"You know I mean," he replied it plainly.
"No, I don't know I guess I'll find out later what you mean," I replied in a civilized tone.
Ever since we started this journey he has become more, and more cryptic. This sometimes worries me because less understandable as of late. While I understand what he means most of the time, however, I still at times cannot understand the meaning of his words.
After ceremony, me and Fanca went out to my old house. As to make sure that nobody would desecrate my family home we started a fire to sure the house infested with evil spirits. We then took my mom's dead body onto the family burial ground. There was a prefabricated hole, six feet deep, we then gently placed my mother's body into the ground.
We then started to shovel the dirt back into the hole. As we did this, I started to cry because she was only family I had left. I now felt as if I was alone in this world because I had no existing family in the world. I cannot help but feeling depressed. It is a cruel feeling to feel completely alone.
I realized I was not alone, however, I never completely alone. For so long that those who are around who still love me and care about me no one is ever completely alone. Deep down inside of me I am 100% sure that Fanca loves me. As we've known each other all our lives I feel that she has developed a deep emotional feeling towards me. I hope though world is ready for a hero. I just hope I am ready...