Night thoughts - .2 - Because why not
Night thoughts - 2. - Because why not
Forgive my repetition
I do so, so easily without inhibition
I tend to lend too much of an answer with no personal connection
Holding close only a moment open to reasonable reflection
Despite what I write, I shake still when the emotions overcome better judgement, leaving me with "that" unforgiving chill...
Directing one for another, to a choice left without two sense added for a personal touch
Staying back, yet moving forward, is not so easy when trying to give so much
For a pause of precious time, I'd give more if it wasn't so clear
The self-centered approach, picking out the look that shows such a fear
By the end of each day, I still play a waiting game for the races long past, yet still waiting for "what if" chances to begin
Each taking the lead, in mind, somehow they all win
Only reality seems any different
With the imagined mental outcomes all meaningless, only the delivery is valued on how it's meant
Graded & shaded, the moment when completed seems faded
Such is life I guess
For some, clear as crystal, shining among the day
For others, a huge mess
Forever gloomy among the skies so gray...
Easy to see from any angle
Each calmly loosens or tightens every tangle
Smooth sailing
Or continuous failing
It's varies forever, or varied never...
Both extremes in many cases
Each sharing in emotions & opinions, on all our faces
Bleh...I drag on again in the perpetual ideology that is to breathe & live
What we get from our time here, may, because it never had to, add up to what we give...
And that's okay... try with what you can.. each & every way...
Yup..... lol =)
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