Lost in the world 2
Second part
You sleep soundly Until you roll over and your Arm hits the empty spot in your bed. Your eyes open slowly as you let out a small sigh imagining someone you love looking back at you. You sigh a bit louder and get up rubbing your eyes gently, Its another day but nothing is different. You look around your room to see the same posters, same pictures, you check your floor to see the same clothes that have been in a pile for a bit. You grab your phone, Maybe a friend has messaged you, you turn it on the screen lighting up your face...Nothing. You open your music app and turn some music on before throwing the covers off you fully. You stand up slowly and walk to the bathroom your feet dragging along the floor, You walk in to see some empty bottles of Alcohol laying about. It explains the headache, You don't care to remember it though as you open your medicine cabinet To take out some pills, You get a small cup and Swallow the pills the cold water chasing it down. You see yourself in the mirror, you have a feeling of wanting a lover to walk up behind you to wrap their arms around you. You out your hand on your shoulder as that feeling slowly fades. You look at yourself for a second longer before you slowly look down to the floor and turn away, you walk back to your room and get dressed for work. You take out your phone again and maybe check that dating site you have been on for months but with not even a new message. You try and message some girls or guys...but it seems everytime you get a connection It gets lost. You blame yourself for it because all you want it someone at your side And with that want you Get easily attached and hopeful. You browse the app for another few seconds before closing out of it. Your heart hurts And you feel like just leaving the world behind, You walk downstairs To an empty kitchen and old dishes you have yet to clean. You grab your car keys And head to work. Work is all the same Nothing different, you fake a smile Until your back home again. You get undressed and lay back down in your bed...Tomorrows another day...right?