For I...

Story by MacaDragon on SoFurry

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#2 of poetry


For I...

Drifting, fading, falling, is all I feel from the ones I love

Because of the things I think and feel is more than enough to cause such

For I am seen a failure in my eyes, for my brain is my fault

The ones I love do not understand what I see and know, for they are blinded by them selves

I tell them what I am and they are masked by their disbelief, minds shadowed by their thoughts

For they are worried? As for my thoughts cannot conjure what the future tells, much I must learn

For I now feel lost and alone yet accompanied, fear for they will know the true me...

Should I continue to hide in fear and secrecy just to please others for what they want to see of me?

Or should I just stop for good and never return...?