What I'm Made of
Just... thinking of those loved, lost. Betrayal, neglect, abuse.... the good memories that are now nightmares. They haunt you forever~
I knew what was inside when I gave you the most important parts of me I only wish I knew from the beginning it was useless and you'd never see That you brought out all the best parts that were hidden by lock and key~
Told from when I was born that a structure built on lies and deceit Was built only to fall apart, because those that hurt are not above being a cheat Every part that gets torn off, every piece that breaks down, don't ever retreat~
I taught myself everyone was worth saving deep down inside Build them up, for as long as it takes, and sooner or later they confide Finally fixing everything that both sides let slide~
Even if you have to cry Fight until your wings break and you'll never fly Every last store inside you've bleed dry If it was worth your time to try Breath your very life into them with your supply Just don't let it die~
Even if at the end of the day your left alone to fall You can lay your head down knowing that you gave your all Cold, alone, hungry, desperate, tired and vulnerable in your sprawl~
Everything inside you slowly melts away even with all you've saved If no one is there to fill you back up your left depraved Throwing everything at that one you though would never of caved Even I knew it was impossible to get out unscathed~
It's something I never would of changed Even if you abandoned and made me estranged I won't ever let go of my love inside my heart, even as every night I become more deranged~
It's been so long I don't even remember your face I can't remember your smell, touch... taste I have been left with nothing but a minuscule trace~
Their is not enough left in the shreds I collected to save what I was My hands shake holding over where the blood sinks through the gauze Funny how in the heats of moments all of life seems to pause~
Only one question is asked in that moment of time "If I was superman to everyone.. then who will save me?"