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Toxxic

Here's Chapter 2 in my story hope y'all enjoy :)

Chapter 2

Who am I?

I stood frozen in the pouring rain as I looked through the door to see a fur that was at least nine feet tall - now I know why the door was so big - and was well toned and physically fit. His fur was also interesting as well, his paw fingers were white, his arms from the elbows to his hands, his legs knees down to paw feet, the top of his muzzle, and the back of his ears and head also lime green. His chest, mouth, under muzzle, and abdomen area was white and his tail was black. The rest of his body was covered in black fur. His eyes were lime green in the left and a baby blue in the right. He was quite a fur to behold standing at nine plus feet to my mere six feet.

"Oh no," He said, his voice sounding fairly youthful.

"W-what...." I barely managed to say as I was still confused as to who, what, or where I am.

"Looks like you've been through hell," pointing to my half ripped shirt and cargo pants. The blood still ran down my white fur and my bleeding ear, arm, and chest.

"U-uh...," I still didn't know how to respond to him, as he looked down at me staring directly into my eyes.

"What's wrong with you dude? Seriously come inside you look like you were just involved in a drive-by or something," he grabbed my right arm which I must've been running on a shit ton of adrenaline earlier because, as soon as he took my arm I felt a crunching and loud pop.

"AGH FUCK!" I screamed as I guessed that my arm must've been broken or something from the crash on the bridge I couldn't tell all I knew is that blood had soaked into the mostly white fur.

He pulled his paw back quickly, realizing how much pain I was in the tall fur gently took a claw and cut straight through the fabric of my shirt sleeve and pulled the sleeve off to reveal a gunshot wound that hadn't gone all the way through. He then gently put his paw on my back and pulled me inside as I was still unable to move. I held my arm tightly with absolutely no feeling in it.

"Seriously dude what just happened to you? Did death stare you in the face and say 'Not quite your time yet,'" He asked me as I sat on the couch unable to think or talk as he tended to my wounds. Quite skillfully to even though he wasn't a doctor. He had cleaned the glass out of my cheek tended to the bullet wound that went just under my left lung, bandaged my ear and also took the bullet out of my arm, much to my displeasure, and wrapped it up.

"I don't know," Was all I muttered as I couldn't remember anything except being on a bridge and then waking up in my car as it was being filled with water.

"Surely there's something you remember...like me?" I stared him as he was sitting in front of me he was eye level with me even though I was on the couch and he was sitting on the floor with his massive first aid kit that had anything anyone would ever need in it.

I looked deep into his eyes. Soft, loving, caring eyes for some reason I couldn't stop myself, I clenched my paws into fists and I started to bawl my eyes out and I was shaking violently.

"I.....I don't.....know.....who I am....." I said through the tears trying to control my anger, rage, hatred, and confusion.

The fur just looked back into my eyes and he gently pulled me into his arms and held me tightly as I bawled my eyes out. "It's ok, don't worry, you're safe now." His fur was an instant comfort to me for some reason but this feeling was so familiar to me but I couldn't figure it out which made me cry harder tears running off my fur and soaking into his chest fur. I stayed in his arms for a good forty minutes sobbing and shaking unable to get a grip on my emotions and he just sat there and held me in his warm fur and hummed a soothing tune the entire time rocking back and forth slowly. Eventually, I fell asleep in his arms from crying for so long and from the pain I had gone through that night. Even though it was about 5:30 in the morning the rain still came down heavily. He took me into his bedroom and carefully laid me in his bed and he held me close as he fell asleep as well.

The room was filled with smoke and it was dimly lit. I woke up and looked around as I sat hands tied behind my back. Eyes stared at me from all corners. I had no idea where I was but the cigar smoke was so pungent it hurt my lungs when I breathed.

"Look, he's awake boss," a voice from my left said as I saw a dark figure rise from in front of me and walk up to me coming far enough into the light that I could see his body but not his face. I looked up and I was greeted with an unpleasant surprise. I was staring down the barrel of a rather large pistol from my point of view.

"You know where you are boy? Hmmm?" I heard the voice as a puff of cigar smoke came from his face. I made no response, which was probably a bad idea because I was meet with a severe slap across the face from the butt of the gun and it cut into my fur causing my birthmark on my back, as I was shirtless, to change from it's black and sky-blue color to a glowing blood red.

"Do you know why you are here then?" The voice said. Again I remained quiet. This time I wasn't slapped.

*CRACK*

Blood started to flow out of my right ear as the fur interrogating me had just shot me straight through my ear.

"AGH YOU MOTHERFUCKER!" I yelped and whimpered in pain as blood was flowing down my head and got into my right eye.

"Found your tongue have you?" He said again, "I'm gonna ask you again little wolf. Why are you here?" Blowing another cloud of smoke into my face making me cough a couple times.

"Why should I tell you?"

Everyone in the room - I guessed about 5 - laughed at this including the fur with the gun to my head "Why, why should you tell us boy? Well, we are the ones in control here."

Or so they had thought. Since I had woken up I had been wiggling my paws trying to get them free of the handcuffs. The cuffs were tight and they were cutting into my wrists already as they were so my paw was bleeding even more than before as I managed to loosen one of them just enough that I would be able to break free in a split second. If I was lucky. I was also lucky that my birthmark on my back was a singeing blood red the entire time because none of the other guards realized what I was doing. Now I had to wait for the perfect time and I knew just when to do it.

The fur interrogating me took another huff of his cigar. This was my chance. As he blew the smoke out at my face I lunged out of the chair and tackled the fur, his gun flying into the dark, and I caught a quick enough glimpse of his face to realize he was a tiger as he growled loudly at being taken down so easily by a smaller fur.

I broke my one paw free as I ran for what I guessed was a door directly in front of me as the other furs in the room had just pulled their guns out. I turned the knob. Unlocked and wide open I bolted out the door. Bullets followed just as my tail left the doorway. I reached in my pockets trying to see if I had anything on me. Keys. Yes my car keys to my Evo, were in my pocket, those fools how would they not think to take them out of my pocket. I turned left down a hallway that said exit as I heard the furs behind me yelling as a slew of bullets hit the wall at the end of the hall where I just was three seconds ago.

I burst out the exit the door hoping that something helpfully would be there. A couple black SUV's that I couldn't make out the make or model and then, my white Evo sitting at the far end of what looked like a big parking lot, which was half true as it was pavement but it changed to grass as I ran toward my car the horn honked signifying I had unlocked it. I turned back momentarily to see the furs at least three black panthers, all in three piece suits, come out the door guns blazing. They shot in my direction and as I reached my car and opened the door two of those bullets were lucky and hit me just below my left nipple stopping under my left lung and one into my right arm...

I woke up suddenly as I remembered that dream. Wait hold up. I was in bed? How did I get here I was in the living room of some magnificent wolf when I passed out. I sat up slowly my body in immense pain especially my chest.

"Ow...ow...ow..." I muttered as I pulled myself up in the massive bed. It was daytime sunny outside and the birds were chirping. I looked around the room to for a clock with one being on a nightstand on the opposite side of the bed which said 2:48 P.M.

"Damn I slept for that long?" I said to myself when I heard the doorknob turn. I quickly look over and watch it intently.

The wolf that I came to last night was coming into the room and he had food... My stomach rumbled. I was starving it must've been more than 28 hours since I had last eaten.

"I figured you'd probably be hungry." the majestically tall wolf said as he sat on his side of the bed placing the bag of food in between us. I looked at him and then at the bag of food. The smell of chinese made my maw open and my almost start to drool.

"You should see your face. Must've been awhile since you've eaten so I figured I'd go get food before you woke up and I'm back just in time." the wolf said as he pulled out rice bowls with orange chicken. "Go on, eat" he said as he handed me a fork. I couldn't contain myself I devoured the bowl in less than two minutes. The wolf just stared at me.

"So," I started to say once I finished chewing the warm food. "Um, what is your name?"

He chuckled, it was such a deep chuckle that the whole bed vibrated.

"Name's Toxxic," he said "And you do know who you are right?"

"Well, not exactly, I know my first name is White and my last name starts with an L" I responded.

"Your name is White Light, and you're my boyfriend," I stopped and stared at the wolf and I thought to myself. He's my boyfriend?

Seeing the confusion on my face he went on. "You actually live about 10 minutes from here on the East Side of town just outside of the projects."

This couldn't be true, but how can I explain how his hold on me last night felt so familiar. Although I had never felt this bed before so I can't make sense of anything right now.

"H-How long have we been together?" I asked kinda curious to learn more about the past to maybe trigger my memory to come back to me.

Now Toxxic is lying, him and I were never a thing we were always just friends with benefits, and he had just had his girlfriend of over a year break up with him. He was very depressed and lonely, but he felt very bad for what happened to me and he wanted to take this advantage? Maybe. However, he definitely wanted to make me feel better. "Um, about a year maybe 10 going on 11 months now."

He then kisses me straight on the lips without me expecting even more so not even responding back I just laid there staring into his beautiful eyes as he closed them. He started to push his tongue into my mouth and I let him I closed my eyes and kissed him back our tongues intertwined and battled with each other. The kiss lasted for five minutes. He pulled away slowly leaving me laying on the bed just wondering what had just happened I stared at him. For some reason kissing him seemed so familiar and it made me feel happy and comfortable where I was, even though I still wasn't to sure where here was.

"Heh, the look on your face is priceless," I was still lost in what had just transpired as Toxxic looked at me with a caring smile.

All of a sudden it clicked in my head. I remembered everything about Toxxic, how we met, how we became friends and subsequent friends with benefits, although I couldn't remember us being a couple, but I didn't care I knew who I was with and that brought a smile to my face and I grabbed Toxxic with my one good arm and pulled myself close to him, despite the shooting pain, and hugged him tightly.

"I remember you Toxxic I remember," I was so ecstatic to feel the way I did and Toxxic had no idea how to react.

"Oh jeez, careful I don't want to hurt you, but I'm glad you remember," the white, green, and black wolf said to me the smile on his face never went away.

"So everything huh?" He asked wondering if I realized we were together or not.

"Well almost everything I'm not to sure I remember us becoming a thing," he looked away when I said this. "But to me it doesn't matter because I'm having memories flood back into my mind I'm so happy... and I'm with the one fur that cares the most." I kissed him and he kissed back.