The voice of reason - Ch 8 - Confess...
Two weeks passed since the night I first slept with Terry... I talked to him a lot... Back then, I didn't regret sleeping with him... I thought that it could set things right in the end... Slowly but steady, he got over Ceylan even though he still had...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 58 - Intimidate those who intimidate others...
It was inevitable for everyone else to know about the break-up between me and Terry. I talked to my grandmother about it and she was shocked to hear that we both went our separate ways and that I left him to be with Nikki. My grandmother said that only...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 49 - Missing out on the obvious signs…
It wasnt until I started to notice it, that things got more complicated. No one was aware of what was going on in my head at the time but I really had mixed feelings... One moment, I wanted to be around Nikki twenty four seven and the next, I felt it...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 70 - Through her eyes...
I never felt so horrible as I did that particular night... While I was in bed, I kept staring at the ceiling while feeling so miserable... Not only because I had too much to drink but also because of the things I did... And while I was in bed, my mind...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 60 - To ask in return...
No matter how much I wanted to change things, they simply didn't. As the weeks passed by, things stayed the same... My one-sided relationship with Nikki... The constant arguments and fights I had with Meagan... And me, waking up every morning knowing...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 67 - Looking for the same thing
That night in the park with Blain was the only time in my life where he talked to me about the war. About the things he saw and experienced there in Sercia. It moved me for sure to hear his story... I saw how he struggled to get back into society and...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 76- Never to be forsaken...
You can stay inside your whole life and watch through the window how everything goes by... Or you can go outside and get hit by everything that life throws at you... Wondering why the hell bad things keep happening to you... I tried to find a reason...
The voice of reason - Ch 13 - Digging up the past...
The next Tuesday, I was preparing myself to see Josephine again. Made sure I had my sheet of paper with me. Luckily, college wasn't starting in a few hours, so I could do whatever I wanted every Tuesday morning. Those mornings used to be a perfect...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 71 - To be strong enough...
Meagan's solution to her problem didn't seem like it would solve the matter. It created a whole new problem instead... She told her story to me in all honesty and in fair trust... Meagan wasn't very keen on sharing it but she did that for a reason... A...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 66 - The little boy next door
As the weeks passed by, Blain and I were hanging out and having fun, like we always did. Now that he was back, things couldn't get any better... Well, apart from all the shit that was happening around me but... Being with Blain made me forget. I saw...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 63 - A simple touch...
That night, Meagan and I buried the hatchet. Well, it didn't mean we were best friends all of a sudden. To me, it felt more of an uneasy alliance between the two of us. But at least the fights and arguments stopped as the days passed by, which was good...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 85 - The point of our existence...
It's funny how a stranger can inspire you to make a change for yourself... Talking to them made me realize I was dwelling too much in the past, looking for answers and never really managed to accept the things that ever happened. I was never able to...