Self-Failure
I've tried taking it in stride and it never worked, and those tendencies of pushing away my friends to protect myself has only lead me to hurt myself and them even more. "it has to stop. i need to stop failing everyone, including myself."
Failed Escape
The small cove that i'd imbedded myself in glowed dimly in a blue light, and i sighed. my own light could give me away. i looked at myself and wished that, for once, i had human clothes.
Inferno High - Chapter 16
I don't care if it's a lie that i'm telling myself, i'll make myself believe it because it makes him just as happy as it makes me. they wake me up for dinner and keep me awake to watch white christmas.
Writer-Fazed
I internally scream at myself. i am not a failure. we are not going to start this. not here. not now. i pull out my notebook and draw out the scene of myself entering the college the first time.
Howlr Diary: First Rule; Don't Get Attached
They were all of them rules i set out for myself before i even downloaded howlr in the first place. if i was going to open myself up, and explore sexuality in this way, i was going to be safe about it.
Rock Bottom
"i can sleep in the wardrobe, keep myself to myself, just like before. like i said, you won't know i'm here. promise!"
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I said to myself. i wandered into my bedroom to get ready. i was questioning myself on how i had managed to shut my own tail in the door, i felt like a complete idiot and laughed at myself.
Itan's Unfortunate Day 4
I made my way through the trees and hiding myself behind one to collect myself for a bit before i made it into the clear from the park and ducked myself into another alley.
shivers part one
I said to myself quietly praying that someone up there had a liking for me.
Light's Vengeance
To the feral, as the light had tamed that portion of myself, but from my nature.
Pheonix
My family helps me get back up; i'll not kill myself again.
This is the Part...Where There is More than a Lump Under the Mattress
"feeling _sorry_ for myself?" i repeated. i wasn't feeling sorry for myself. i was being realistic. i didn't know joseph that well. he was sweet, but so were a lot of guys.