As I Watch
As I watch the rain slowly fall from the sky All is silent as I gradually begin to cry I don't understand what went wrong You tell me that I can't stay for long. How did it come to this Is it from ignorance and bliss Anger forcing my hand into...
These Little Things
Watching the blindingly white snow cover the ground I can't help but to wonder why you're no longer around Was it something I did, or perhaps something I said Loneliness engulfs my soul as these thoughts run rampantly through my head. This house...
The war inside me
The war within me continues to violently wage and the mask I hide my face under is starting to break I guess myself and I are on a completely different page this is far more then I can possibly take. The pain inside me is slowly tearing me...
Meh
I laughed when you said have hope I cried when you said you were done I should have known we would never elope How could I chase away my warming sun? My hands ball into tightly clenched fists as you put this down and abandon me Yet my love for...
Lost and Confused
You have me feeling so lost and confused Yet, you say you are the one who is abused The fire in my heart for you has finally burnt out Now you stand there and scream and shout. It seems your love for me has turned into hate You know this isn't...
Can't Take This Anymore
This mask I wear grows heavy and weak So many decades of unbearable pain Have left me feeling everything but meek From this anger, what can I gain? I'm sick of playing what you call a game I'm tired of all my doubts and fears You've gone and...
It's Not Me, It's You
Who are you to say I'm the problem All you ever were was naïve and blind Don't you dare run if things get gruesome The only thing you've taught me is how to be unkind. You of all people should know this is far from over When everything is said...
Palpable Frustration
I'm so sick and tired of all this My open palm closing into a fist To my entire family I am remiss My better half ceases to exist. Maybe this is exactly as it should be Perhaps I'm meant to wallow in my hate How was this supposed to be...
My Glass Is Forever Half-Empty
To be honest sometimes I wonder why I try all I want to do is finally break down and cry is it that I keep letting what's left of my pride get in my way or is there something else the keeps my mind stuck on that day all the alcohol in the world...
I Can't Bring Myself To Stop You
In a years time my heart will be torn asunder and all this time will seem like one big blunder you say that all you want is to move away and the tone in your voice makes it seem like from that nothing will make you sway you've helped me glue...
Ghosts of my Past
The ghosts of my past are merely shadows on the wall All the guilt and pain of my life seems like it's trying to snowball In the long, cold years that I've endured I've tried to change But no matter how hard I try it all seems so far out of range ...
Already Moved On
The possibilities of the future remind me that I don't want to die The mistakes I've made in the past show me that I don't want to lie All of the pain I've put myself over the years has made me strong I realize that I have a family that needs me to...