Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 44 - “no road is impassable for the tenacious”...
#45 of gortoz 'a ran things were going great that week for me. i finally knew what was troubling terry and to have talked about it felt great. i figured things would go naturally and we'd give it time, like we did with most things.
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 73 - Me and my funny accent
#74 of gortoz 'a ran despite blain's best efforts to help me forget about nikki, i still had a hard time to accept the break-up. even though i still had many questions about her and what was truly happening, something told me it was best not to know.
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 71 - To be strong enough...
#72 of gortoz 'a ran meagan's solution to her problem didn't seem like it would solve the matter. it created a whole new problem instead... she told her story to me in all honesty and in fair trust...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 51- The need for her affection...
#52 of gortoz 'a ran i was on my way home but the many red traffic-lights i encountered gave me a lot of time to think. how the fuck was i able to be so goddamn stupid? so fucking naïve? why the fuck did i had to tell her?
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 83 - A random act of kindness
That's what we call in my culture _"gortoz 'a ran"_..._'_ _'_what does it mean?' 'it means "i wait"...' 'just like i'm waiting for daddy right now?' 'yes...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 66 - The little boy next door
#67 of gortoz 'a ran as the weeks passed by, blain and i were hanging out and having fun, like we always did. now that he was back, things couldn't get any better... well, apart from all the shit that was happening around me but...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 85 - The point of our existence...
gortoz 'a ran...'_ tarik had a weak smile on his face the moment i looked him in the eyes... and i don't even know how to describe it but... something just felt so familiar...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 54 - The cruellest lies...
#55 of gortoz 'a ran terry still wasn't aware of anything that was happening between nicole and me. but that didn't mean nikki and i felt comfortable for doing so...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 29 - On the same line...
#30 of gortoz 'a ran 'so i take it that you had a really good time then...' 'yeah, it was so awesome...' 'you know, you've been seeing him for a while now but you haven't even described him to me yet.
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 62 - A sudden change
#63 of gortoz 'a ran feeling the hot damp of steam filling the shower cabin always made me relax... made me calm down whenever i was upset about something... made me think about the things that were on my mind...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 86 - "No Fear..."
#87 of gortoz 'a ran the day i talked to tarik changed everything for me. hearing what he experienced during the war and sharing our stories was difficult but it opened my eyes...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 104 - Coming home...
#105 of gortoz 'a ran talking to nikki that day felt good. and even though nikki was ashamed of it, it was just another piece of the puzzle that was set in place.