Humbled...

Humbled... Surrender to something you can't see Divide what can only live when it needs to hide, let worry be free Silence the cells that hold hurt motions already made Set the vivid fears aside in the sun & watch them fade Kneel to...

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Way't...

Way't... Slow to the music, fast to the times I admit a few memories of stepping over a dollar to pick up the dimes Money never a part, the places I saw worth while I keep close to heart, fondly daunting with a smile Luck more than...

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Night thoughts - 5. - because why not

Night thoughts - 5. - because why not Ever relapsing into darkness I sift blindly through my minds possible mess Grabbing hold of what I can't see with strength I forgot I had Envisioning what I need out of it all, I'm certain, moving past those...

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losing hope

I walked into home room feeling god aweful about the day ahead but, as I went to go sit at my desk a tall handsome sable shepherd sat in-front of me (I've screatly had a crush on for years) I waved at him and twirling my hair he said nothing then the...

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The Bar...

The Bar... **The Bar...** As I sit in my chair, surrounded by thoughts openly spoken I hear only whispers among the many with hearts broken Living in times long past that led to this place Of there former selves, even on the highest of...

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Refract-urged...

Refract-urged... The room closing in Composure broken, my shadowed imagination is about to begin... Ceiling fan spinning hurricanes my way I close my eyes & see the uncertainty come out to play Ants marching across town I feel each motion...

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Reflecting...

Reflecting... I'm not immortal in thought, fragile glass makes up most of my choices Delusion filled with intrusion guide even daydreams to wander among unknown voices I've been in a stagger lately since my footing fell short of worthwhile The limp...

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99% proof...

99% proof... (For my Irish friend Shannon, who taught me a drink is more than an excuse) (It has infinite possibility depending on its use) Broken stilts leave me halfway standing The bottle broken, I mostly hold branding Bartender betraying...

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Ment-all

Ment-all... Among my day, my actions were those chosen with eyes closed Chosen out of opportunities never proposed I knew better, or so I thought as I lost my way Even in the dark, memories of wrong & right were hard to say The floor...

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Deep-ending...

Deep-ending... Sifting through yesterday, I find a bill I have to pay One for tomorrow to not be such a surprise One I'd like to pay before my inevitable demise Such an amount that one may simply look the other way One of which, comes in handy on...

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Dense-cision...

Dense-cision ... Defiant to the grind I let loose inhibition & release the depths of my mind Visually a blur, I walk with pride to a battle unsure Desperate never a word that crosses my heart I hold steady, ready to tear anything in my way...

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Mis-taken...

Mis-taken... Dragging among the days, I'm falling again, into past mistakes, going out of my concrete ways Differences divide my mind as trips I recall guide me to familiar shadows left among the dark Deep blue in thought, I bait the moments to...

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