Ander - Chapter 7, Subchapter 5
It's because of you that kadai is dead! you murderer! you took everything from me! _everything!!_" ander shook his head. "no, mother, i didn't, i swear, i never meant to hurt you!" blood flowed down his face and across his lips. he could taste it.
Ander - Chapter 5, Subchapter 41
"if i had never met kadai and andrew had never been born, everything would have happened differently. but do you know what would have been the most different?" "what?" "i'd be dead." that gave mateo pause. "dead?
Ander - Chapter 7, Subchapter 8
A hollow hole in her heart where kadai used to be. he had left her all alone. that's why she was feeling this way. that was all it was. she was just sad and lonely, not guilty. why would she feel guilty?
Ander - Chapter 6, Subchapter 18
"i am hezzi, son of kadai." "you're ander's brother, right?" "that's right." "oy! ander!" they were only a few strides apart, and yet he still found it necessary to yell. "how come you never told us you had such a prodigy for a little bro!?"
Ander - Chapter 5, Subchapter 72
If chieftain kadai hadn't been there to ruin all the fun, i think you would have gone through with it, too.
Ander - Chapter 2, Subchapter 38
"kadai..." "my father." things were moving along too quickly now. she could see the inevitable goodbye rushing up to meet them.
Ander - Chapter 6, Subchapter 42
"and if it weren't for those damn foxes, banno and chieftain kadai would still be alive!" "and garten, too!" another stone landed right next to him, kicking up a small puff of snow. they were advancing. his circle of space was growing smaller.
Ander - Chapter 5, Subchapter 9
Maybe it was the possibility of seeing kadai again, or even just andrew. it all had this terrifying undercurrent to it, a feeling like she was doing something absolutely _forbidden_.
Ander - Chapter 6, Subchapter 33
And maybe because she's angry that chieftain kadai is dead.
Ander - Chapter 6, Subchapter 47
_ chieftain kadai. he looked so confused, like a wolf who had lived long enough to lose his mind and memories to the rotting hand of time. such wolves were a rarity, but dorin had known a few of them over the years.