Diary of a Furry and Would-Be-Werefox Sufferer, Entry One

First of all, my name is Anthony Lutz, and I'm writing this for two reasons: One because I can't sleep... the terrible allergy that I suffer has stricken my skin with all kinds of myriad tingles, every hair becoming like a live ant, biting into my...

Complex Nightmare

Wake up fretting, Don't know where to go Nothing but walls on every side. I do this, 'scorn and scandal', Do that, police inquire, Do one more thing I'm going to drive myself to crime. Imprisoned, I could not find a future. I turned to breaking...

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A certain darkness has crossed my world. When twin genders, striving in silence of the sound, against each other, are not enough, And a third symbol is carved from the Roman pantheon, into our realm of the present I stand and lose my bearings,...

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Laceration of Fate

A plethora of potent feelings sweep my reptilian brain. Savagery at its finest, raging furiously against the inane, I take a circular path, back to the Traitor again. Traitor I love you, traitor I'll kill you. Traitor why don't you stay with...

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Rumination

Morning. July the twenty third, two-thousand, fifteen. It feels like a day from the Future. I say that having recently watched Michael J. Fox and Christopher Lloyd's antics, on a big screen-- In my own living room. Has time really passed, that...

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Fox Poems 1 - Dual Nature/Single Identity

I see you draw back the arrow A caustic remark To the machinations of a being Not like yourself. Cicaeda in the shell A question answered, in time: A reality, or a dream? One's soul... a soul. One cannot live as another. So draw back...

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Owning My Humanity -- Identity

Gonna try and abandon my smart-sounding talk for a bit. This time, I'm going to flesh out the facts of who I am, instead of just the feelings and worries I suffer. I beat around the bush way too much, so let's get to know each other as if for the...

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Heaven Falls

I see Life--and he's a Clown Who views the World from upside and down And watches as each and every one Wanders daily, strays the path What path did we create When to the stony slate Didst Moses Etch the Ten Commandments Break them on one...

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Because I sympathized with animals...

This thing came to pass where I was envious. This thing came to pass where I thought I was not free. This thing came to pass where I saw people were not free. I perceived there to be some great shame, was I wrong? I was ashamed of my own...

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That Boy's Buried Principle

Bodily freedom is a hard thing to come by But I won't stop! To feel the rush of the wind in my hair--no pain, no itching, no misery One sleek animal promises to me, I can run, swift and be free--no, be me! No more lament, just moving forward on all...

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Objection

By any means be the one to the goal. Whatever that may mean. Seems it's the drive of all mankind. "Only I achieved." "I was the Hero." Selfishness. Yet, here is more; "It is only right that we volunteer ourselves for the greater good." And to...

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Owning My Humanity -- Anger

I've retconned the titles of these entries, and decided to give them each a theme, in order to help them retain a sense of seperate identity, so that they don't all blur together into one great mess of words. Today's tale deals with my impotent rage...

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