Darkness.

Darkness I feel the Darkness growing. Swelling up inside. My life is rather useless. I know I can not hide. The fate which here binds me, The one I can't escape. It pulls me down into that sea, Of blood that I've made. How can i find the...

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What if I told You...

Wow, i must be really depressed. what if i told you, i wanted to die. that i'm through with living, and being alive. what if i mentioned, it gets worse every night. the thoughts getting louder, and that i've lost the fight.

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Depths of Myself

For me, time moves in ways, that seem unbelievable, wrong, Like I, never knowing why or what started me on this endless desolate trail; So many walk this same path, but no one else I see, no one else I feel. Truthfully, I brought myself here in a...

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The Game

#3 of the struggle yet another song that seems to be depressing x3 remember the pain guys/gals and pull on through. we make it in the end.

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Gasping for air(part 1)

One day I had met someone I wish I had never met he was always there but I guess I have avoided him for all this time. Who can blame me I never really had a fancy for a man who never cared enough. The thing was I was looking in a mirror the man I met...

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Empty House

#6 of poetry this is something related to the following posting: https://www.sofurry.com/view/581537 my emotions are now a rollercoaster and i now am feeling a wide range from depression to anger. i know i have to be feeling the stages of grief.

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I'll be missing you.

Sitting in my chair, Mind lost in thought about you. To see your smile, That won me over. To feel your arms warm embrace, I miss most of all. That quiet laughter, Brought me out of any blue. A longing heart aches. Sun's warm gentle rays,...

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The Siren's Hymn

And now she sings the Siren's Hymn, No longer is her heart within. The fatal chords which she emits, shall cause others hearts to up and quit. Though not intended her soul bleeds, For every sailor she sends to the seas.

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Making the world more perfect

I have tried so hard to keep on going depression, frustation and desperation the only things which were growing okay, i got it, i am nothing for this nation!

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Why...

Must i sit alone depressed and unloved longing in my heart my soul crushed and broken being passed around and laughed new tears appearing every day....more and more tattered what remains becomes... the thing i seek long eluding me forever hiding locked away

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Under the blood moon- LIving in the moment

I sat in my car for thirty minuets before i actually turned it on. I still didn't feel like going to school but they were bound to send someone to find out I wasn't dead seeing as i wasn't in a hospital or on vacation with family. I was still feeling...

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The Beginning of Fall

"Home." It was all he could think about the last two weeks. It had been a long business trip in Paris and he did manage to make the sale, but it was the thought of home, and the thought of Karen that kept him going. "90 Marker Avenue,...

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