Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 113 - A long way to go
**That Sunday, Blain and I drove Sam to the train-station where we said our goodbyes when she had to go home. With a journey of six hours by train, she had a long ride ahead of her. After everything that happened throughout the week, I didn't like...
Mother of two
**Someone once asked me what I would do if I could start my life all over again. But I had no honest answer the day that question was asked. I suppose that depends whether or not I can restart my life with all the knowledge I have now. And even though...
Gortoz 'A Ran - CH 100 - A lifetime ago...
On a Friday, early in the afternoon, I came home from college and went to see my grandmother. She was going to celebrate her eighty fifth birthday that weekend and seeing as I came home early, I went out to help with the groceries and around the house...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 103 - The girl I once fell in love with...
It's been a week since Sarah came by unexpectedly and I had a lot to process once she told me the whole story. I didn't really know what it did to me seeing her again after eight years. Needless to say, seeing her brought a lot of painful memories...
Gortoz 'A Ran - CH 101 - "Wish you were here..."
While studying one evening and going over some notes I took during class, I was flipping through some pages of my CCNE textbook in search of a practice test on a particular subject. Once I found it, I got hold of my cup of tea and carefully took a sip...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 97 - Reflect your life...
Things started to brighten up as the week passed by. I had no idea what would happen but I thought it was meaningless to worry about it. All I could do was to wait and see. I called Nikki that Wednesday to check up on her and even though nothing new...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 96 - For better or worse...
I got home that night at around half passed three in the morning... And I was absolutely shattered after having such a long day... Barely managing to keep my eyes open, I somehow got home safe... And once I parked my car in front of my house, I turned...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 85 - The point of our existence...
It's funny how a stranger can inspire you to make a change for yourself... Talking to them made me realize I was dwelling too much in the past, looking for answers and never really managed to accept the things that ever happened. I was never able to...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 84 - The five stages of acceptance...
What happened that day there in the park really moved me... The things that Anna and her father said really kept me busy... I couldn't sleep that night because of it. So at some point, I got out of bed and I was browsing YouTube video's in my room in...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 73 - Me and my funny accent
Despite Blain's best efforts to help me forget about Nikki, I still had a hard time to accept the break-up. Even though I still had many questions about her and what was truly happening, something told me it was best not to know. It made me feel that...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 71 - To be strong enough...
Meagan's solution to her problem didn't seem like it would solve the matter. It created a whole new problem instead... She told her story to me in all honesty and in fair trust... Meagan wasn't very keen on sharing it but she did that for a reason... A...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 70 - Through her eyes...
I never felt so horrible as I did that particular night... While I was in bed, I kept staring at the ceiling while feeling so miserable... Not only because I had too much to drink but also because of the things I did... And while I was in bed, my mind...